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Really though… why are you all still here? I haven’t posted in months.
Planning a trip to this beautiful place. Money-wise I am halfway there. I am also saving up for a tattoo which I may or may not get. If I don’t get it then I just have more money saved up for another reason.
Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.
—Henry Miller (via lovelyasadream)
Time is a funny thing. I have been so out of it this week, but it has been wonderful. I missed my exit to work twice, and ended up as far as zilker park one day. So the next day I got up earlier, went out there, and read a book on a bench before work. I read a book under a tree at office depot the next day cause it looked so nice and shady. Plus it was a crape myrtle. They are beautiful, and they are my favorite kind of tree. It has taken me over an hour to shower and get ready lately. I just listen to music and don’t care. Even so I could care less of how I look to others. Except for when I go to work of course. Three days this week I wore jeans and a white t-shirt. I missed the exit to get to my cousins party the other day, and I just kept going, didn’t bother turning around. I went as far as Round Rock, and then back into Austin. I have been showing up to everything late, and I have been bailing on friends. I’m not really sorry though. I am enjoying listening to my own thoughts for once.
There was a party at my apartment yesterday. I went to a friends show instead. I was also supposed to meet up with some friends seperately last night. I told a friend I was leaving my friends show at 11. They texted me at midnight, and I texted them back at 1 saying I was finally leaving and to let me know of the address where they were. I didn’t leave the show til 2, and even then just went home. People came over after the show though. I sort of invited people over with no intention of being here cause I was still actually planning on going out, but I realized what time it was, and that I didn’t much care to be anywhere.
I enjoy this attitude towards life. I hope it doesn’t much offend anyone, but this is the way I used to live (over 3 or 4 years ago now), and it’s the way I like to live. I hate making plans. I hate walking fast. I like to appreciate my surroundings, and forget about time. Time is not an enemy, but it exerts no control over me. It moves only as fast as you do, and it is nice to slow down and enjoy your surroundings every once in a while.
We were build in such a way that the affections of our heart increases with the understanding of our mind
—Brad Snyder from Veritas TriVillage (via ekalbacher)
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Roller Skate Skinny- Old 97’s
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Pretty as a penny. Roller skate skinny….
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I believe… in love, but it don’t believe in,
I believe in love, but don’t believe in me….
No it don’t believe in me…
Close your eyes and imagine the best version of you possible. That’s who you really are, let go of any part of you that doesn’t believe it.
—C. Assaad (via snapcracklep0p)
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Almost
smoked a cigarette today due to stress from all different angles. Plus I stopped other stuff. Though my brother keeps nagging me.
Instead I went on a run, and ate a peach.
Yay to healthy stress relief.
Now to focus on my thesis…
My grandfather. I was told I looked like him by the nurse. Strong man considering he suffered a stroke, and he is eating well and speaking normally.
I always knew I would fly away someday. I am planning a trip out of the country for next month. Out of the continent even. 527 dollars in, and about 500 more to go. I already have a place to stay. Thats also without tapping into the money I have to travel across Europe after graduation. Europe may be a lengthy trip since I had planned on sharing that with someone.